“For I could wish that I myself were cursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my people, those of my own race,”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭9‬:‭3‬ ‭NIV‬‬

My youngest son Andy spent 6 days in the NICU after he was born. He was having troubles breathing. After having three babies with no major issues, it was shocking to me. All the tubes and wires attached to him, and the constant sticking him for blood samples was more than a momma’s heart could bear. One memory in particular still makes my heart ache to this day. The nurses came in to change his cpap prongs that went into his nostrils. They warned me that it might be best for me to not watch. As I was turning away, I happened to catch a glance of his tiny 8 lb 6 oz body arching off the bassinet as they pulled them out. He was obviously in pain. Oh how I wished I could take his place…

Paul starts of chapter 9 of Romans echoing that same kind of desire for his people, the Jews. Paul knew what it was like to check off all the religious boxes — having a religion— and not truly have a relationship with God himself. He also knew that one real encounter with Jesus, had changed him forever. This is what he longed for the people he loved to experience.

The Jews had it all. They had the “patriarchs (the Old Testament Heroes we read about today)and from them (the Jewish people) {was} traced the human ancestry of the Messiah” Jesus. God had been revealing Himself to their ancestors for centuries before, but when Jesus came they rejected Him.

This makes me think of our day and time. I’m a child of the 80’s. When I was growing up in small town, Missouri, it seemed that there was a church on every corner. People knew about God. America was considered a “Christian” nation. But we have drifted far from where we were.

The question that remains, “does my heart ache for those around me that have not experienced the same relationship with God that I have?”

Sin brings death, darkness, and destruction into our lives, but we have the remedy — Jesus! He came that we would experience abundant life. (John 10:10)

Father, help us to truly care for those around us who are lost in sin. Help us to give ourselves away to Your purpose of making You known. I ask for You to stir in our hearts to desire to pray for those around us and to obey You fully in what You tell us. So that Jesus would be lifted High in our lives, and others would come to know Him. First and for-most, fill us with Your love! So we love like You do, sacrificially. In Jesus name!