Today let’s read John 12:37-50.

“Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees they would not openly acknowledge their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; for they loved human praise more than praise from God.” ‭‭John‬ ‭12‬:‭42‬-‭43‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Who am I living for? Who do I really love? 

It is very possible to have an encounter with Jesus and believe that He is God, yet not acknowledge that you ever believed, or live like it…

Complete surrender to Jesus and His ways is uncomfortable to our sinful nature/flesh. Openly acknowledging Him and living with Him as your Lord for all to see will cause rejection by those who are not living for Him. If you are a people pleaser and you love to hear people complementing and praising you, the tendency will be to hide what God is doing in your life and not give glory to Him. But living this way points to a heart that really isn’t surrendered to Jesus as Lord of your life. 

If your concern is about “what will people think?” and not about “what will God think?”, there is a problem. You cannot serve two masters! 

You cannot live waiting for the world to say “well done” and waiting for Jesus to say “well done” as well. There is only One that we need approval from! 

Again it is good to reflect on these questions:

Who am I living for? Who do I really love?