Help Me With My Unbelief

“Jesus asked the boy’s father, “How long has he been like this?” “From childhood,” he answered. “It has often thrown him into fire or water to kill him. But if you can do anything, take pity on us and help us.” “ ‘If you can’?” said Jesus. “Everything is possible for one who believes.” Immediately the boy’s father exclaimed, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!”” Mark 9:21-24 NIV

Jesus encountered a man with a desperate situation. His boy was demon possessed and was harmful to himself. There is an exchange between the father of the boy and Jesus, in this account, that stands out to me.

Jesus tells the man “Everything is possible for one who believes.” This man had the kind of belief that I have come to Jesus with so many times. I know in my head Jesus is good, He can do whatever He wants, He is all powerful, etc. but I haven’t truly believed or lived in faith. Faith is to the assent of the mind to the truth. Assent is the act of admitting or letting in. So often we hold God at a distance saying as the father did in this account, “I believe.” But we have not truly let the truth into our hearts. We have not taken in, grabbed ahold of it, or let God and His truth be a part of us. We are content to see Him at a distance and understand He is good and wants to help us, but we have not really believed.

Jesus said “everything is possible for the one who believes.” When Jesus is truly residing within us through the Holy Spirit and we have let Him into every corner of our lives; When we have ascended or admitted His Truth into our minds and we hold tightly to His truth clinging to it; it is then that God works the impossible in our lives.

Jesus wanted the father of the boy to see that he needed more than his son being well and in his right mind. The father needed to believe. He needed to admit and take Jesus into his heart.

The father spoke words to Jesus that are beautiful. “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” If you find yourself distant from Jesus, this is the place to start. Jesus, I open my heart to you in belief. Help me where I am unbelieving.” We can cry out to Him and ask Him to change our hearts. In fact we need to ask Him to do just that. Hebrews 11:6 says this:

“And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.” Hebrews 11:6 NIV

We need to live in faith! It is impossible to please God without it, but this Faith is more than simply saying “I believe.” It is deep within us and it will be evidenced by what we do and what we say. If we are just living our own way, apart from that faith, we cannot please God. True Faith will be evidenced by us seeking God earnestly, following Him. It is not simply believing God is out there somewhere as we do whatever we want, when and how we want to.

He Knows Our Hearts

Jesus knows what is inside of us. He knows our hearts. He knows if we truly desire to go in His ways, and He knows if we want do to our own thing.

In John 2 there is an account of Jesus when He was in Jerusalem for the Passover festival. He performed signs so that people were believing in Him. But there was a statement made that has been heavy on my heart today.

“But Jesus [for His part] did not trust Himself to them, because He knew all [men]; And He did not need anyone to bear witness concerning man [needed no evidence from anyone about men], for He Himself knew what was in human nature. [He could read men’s hearts.] [I Sam. 16:7.]” John 2:24-25 AMPC

What a sad course of events. Jesus did not have any confidence in the people who were believing in Him because He knew their hearts. He could not allow Himself to be close and intimate with them as a friend. He knew that their hearts were far from Him.

These were people who saw the wonderful signs He performed. They stood in awe of what He did. They believed in His name…But He knew what was inside of them.

How often we come to God believing He is there, but unwilling to have a heart that is given over to Him entirely, totally, and completely! There are so many times we desire to have the benefits of believing God without the surrender of our ways to Him.

My Bible reading today was in Mark 8. Jesus described the one who truly follows Him.

“Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it.” Mark 8:34-35 NIV

There is no way around it. If we want to truly know Jesus, if we want Him to entrust Himself to us, our selfish ways, our selfish wants, our selfish desires must be denied. That is so we are consumed with Jesus’s ways, wants, and desires. We must stop pursuing our self-centered life and let it die. It is only then that we gain Jesus and all the wonderful that He is. It is then that He “entrusts” Himself to us. Because He sees our hearts (what our mind thinks about , what our will chooses to do, and what our feelings reflect in our emotions) are not our own. They are His!

Grandma’s Song- “Still Small Voice”

(Originally written to my nieces)

Grandma used to sing a chorus to you all when you were little, “Still small voice I hear you whisper. Still small voice I won’t be the same. Still small voice He’s reaching out to you. Still small voice calling my name.” The words are so very true!
But what is the still small voice of the Holy Spirit calling you for? Why does He whisper, reaching out to you, calling your name?
He is calling because He desires to be one with us. He wants to fill us entirely, totally and completely with Himself. It is what we were meant for, relationship of oneness with God. He calls desiring that we respond.
In order for us to go God’s way and to obey that voice, we have to leave our way behind. We cannot have both. Our way of our self-life only leads to death, darkness, and destruction because our way is not God’s.
Ephesians 1 talks about God’s way the still small voice has called us to. It is a life of spiritual blessings, becoming like Him- holy and blameless. It is a life of redemption and forgiveness from our sin. All of this accomplishes the one over arching purpose, He wants us to be ONE with Him!
We do not understand this because all we have ever known is separation from God. That is why the still small voice is calling to us. He wants to show us this oneness. We must listen to the voice. We must respond to the call! We must obey!!

“For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us for adoption to sonship through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will—”
‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭1‬:‭4‬-‭5‬ ‭NIV‬‬

The New Life is a Life of Holiness. (Part 1)

We come to Jesus for many reasons: Perhaps we see our life is a wreck and we need Him to save us from our poor choices. Maybe we see the direction of our lives and realize that we are separated from Him, eternally lost, facing an eternity in hell. It is true that Jesus came to extend the invitation promised in John 3:16.

““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” John 3:16 ESV.

We come to Jesus longing for safety from hell, but that safety is not the totality of why Jesus extended the invitation to a relationship with Him. We are to become like Him. The question then remains, what is Jesus like?

He is Holy. He is set apart by His sinlessness, His purity, His perfection.

“but as he who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, since it is written, “You shall be holy, for I am holy.”” 1 Peter 1:15-16 ESV

Reading these words may seem like an impossibility. It may seem that God has set the bar too high for us to jump. Let me assure you,God’s commands are for our good and for His glory!

Sin is like a cancer to our soul. It eats away and weighs us down with death, darkness, and destruction. God knows that the only way we can truly experience all His goodness and all of His life is for us to be like Him, free of sin!

He wants us to not only experience the assurance of salvation free from fear of punishment and hell. He wants His life to be flowing through us, His holy and pure life, free from the destruction of sin!

We may see this as nothing but impossibility. Because we know how badly we fail time and time again. Here is where the good news comes in.

We know that Salvation that gives us the assurance of eternity with God is free! Jesus paid the price. He did it all! Holiness that makes us more and more like Him, free from sin, is not what we conjure up and work on our own. Jesus works this within us when we give ourselves to Him 💯. He does it all!!

“For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him.”Philippians 2:13 NLT

There is more to be said about this. For today I want to encourage you to ask God to show you what all this means in your life.

(To be continued…)

The New Life is a Life Cleansed From Sin

A few weeks ago I introduced the topic of the New Life. This is the life that Jesus suffered, died on a cross, and then rose from the grave so He could give it to us. It is a life of freedom from the chains of sin and darkness. It is a life no longer marred by the emptiness of our sinful choices to follow ourselves and our own way. It is a life full of God’s love.

We come to God well aware of our need for forgiveness. It is plain to see how short we have fallen of His holiness- His purity, His goodness. We know we have done wrong. We have the precious promise that when we ask for His forgiveness, He will forgive. BUT there is another part to that verse. He will “cleanse.” To cleanse is “to purify; to make clean; to remove filth” Webster’s 1828 Dictionary.

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9 ESV

God’s promise is not only for forgiveness, but to make us clean- free of sin! This enables us to be like Him, the very thing for which He created us.

“This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin.”

1 John 1:5-7 ESV

There are many who come to God wanting to accept the forgiveness He offers, but they neglect to walk as one who has been cleansed. They walk away from a time of asking forgiveness for their sins unchanged because they simply want to be free from the guilt they feel for the wrong that they have been done. But our God wants us to walk free from SIN that caused the guilt and darkens our life with its impurity. He longs to cleanse us! The question is “Do we desire to be cleansed from sin?” If we do, He gives us the power to walk free from the slavery of our sinfulness. May we not only accept His forgiveness, but walk as those who have been set free from our sin! May we live as those who are cleansed from our sins and full of His life and light!

Jesus Breathe on Me

“And with that he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit.”
‭‭John‬ ‭20‬:‭22‬ ‭NIV‬‬

There is a scene in the movie “Narnia” where the lion, Aslan, breathes on a hard and stony statue that Mr. Tumnus had become. The breath of the lion caused the hardness to melt and Mr. Tumnus to come to life. This hardness and stoniness came about by Edmond’s sin.

“Narnia” was written as an allegory or a story example for the real truth. This truth is about Jesus, whom the lion Aslan represents. After Jesus resurrected from the dead, He appeared to His disciples, the ones who abandoned Him in His worst hour. They were the ones who failed Him miserably. They were behind locked doors in a room hiding in fear when Jesus appeared. Jesus did not spend extensive time recounting how they had failed. Instead He breathed. It is His breath that melts hearts of stone. Jesus’s breath is life! He also instructed them to receive the Holy Spirit, the power from on high the very wind and fire from Heaven.

Jesus still breathes on us today. Each of us are hardened by our sinful choices. Each of us are dead inside. There is only one way to come to life! That is to allow God, Yahweh, to breathe on us! We need to receive the promised Holy Spirit to live within us. He longs to change us from death to life! But we must choose!

Every choice we make to follow our own ways will only lead to death, darkness, and destruction. It is only when we stop living our lives after ourselves and allow Jesus to breath His breath of life upon us that we can be transformed. We can live the life free of the sin that hardens and destroys us.

May our hearts cry be, Jesus breathe on me! I receive Your breath of life!

No Longer Adrift: Connected to Him

“We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God.” 2 Corinthians 5:20 NIV

The feeling of disconnection from God is miserable. I have lived there more than once in my life. It is like being adrift in a boat on a sea of turmoil. The winds and waves of life stir fears within your heart that are paralyzing.

I also know how it feels to live connected to God. The peace, security, and love that overflows in your heart. Storms are simply storms. They have no power over you when you know you are held closely and connected to the One who with the words “Be still” can calm any situation that comes.

This morning when I read the words of this verse the last section lit up inside of my heart, “Be reconciled to God.”

To be reconciled is to be called back into union. It is to be reconnected to God.

Why live disconnected and adrift when God holds out His hands welcoming you in? Why allow the storms of life to paralyze and plummet you?

God offers us connection to Him. He desires for us who have been far away to become close. But we must be willing to allow Him to draw us in! He wants us united to Him, but we must be willing to give up our own way for His. Remember…our own way stinks!

Be reconciled to God! Be reconnected to Him!

The New Life is a Life of Forgiveness of Sin!

Confession of sin and repentance of sin is like frequent weeding of a garden.

Sin is not a fun topic. In fact, I believe I’ve been harping on it a lot lately, but there is a reason for that. It is not to make us feel bad. It is to gain an understanding of how dangerous sin is. The simple fact is God hates sin. He hates it because He knows sin separates us from Him. He longs for us to be connected to Him. Sin makes us unhappy and miserable. Because the one thing we were created for was to be connected to God through relationship. Sin keeps us disconnected. We will never know our life’s purpose when we are bound and tied up in sin.

There is joy in coming to God with our sin and confessing it. There is joy in receiving forgiveness.

“Oh, what joy for those whose disobedience is forgiven, whose sin is put out of sight!” Psalms 32:1 NLT

There is joy in turning from sin and loving God with all our heart all, our mind, and all our strength, displaying that love with our obedience to all He has commanded. (Matthew 28:20)

In fact, recognizing our need to be free of sin, coming to God regularly and asking God to show us anything that is not of Him within our lives so we can be close to Him is imperative.

“Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” Psalms 139:23-24 NIV

Confession of sin and repentance of sin is like frequent weeding of a garden. It keeps the sin, that destroys the goodness of God growing in us, from taking root and reaping havoc in our lives.

God’s desire for us is freedom from the slavery of sin!

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery.” Galatians 5:1 NIV

The New Life is Loving and Being Loved by the Savior

Growing up in a Christian home, my parents taught me that loving Jesus was a good thing. It is easy to have the understanding that loving Jesus and being loved by Him is good! Sometimes there is a lack of understanding of what exactly loving Him and being loved by Him means.

In order to understand what being loved by Jesus means, we need to understand why He came. The Bible talks about that reason:

“She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins.”” Matthew 1:21 NIV

Jesus’s mission was to save us from our sins. Why is this so important? Sin destroys! As Andrew Murray said, “Sin is the cause of our misery.” If you are miserable inside, there is sin inside of you! You can be free!

The problem is we come to Jesus wanting to get relief from the misery of our sin or its destruction, but not necessarily the freedom from sin itself.

Jesus loves us dearly. He wants us to experience what He freely offers, a relationship with Him. This relationship will not only free us from sin. But it requires one thing that we often find very hard to do because we try to do it on our own. This requirement is that we love Him in return. That sounds easy enough… but to love Him is to give ourselves entirely, totally and completely to Him.

This means one more thing- obedience to Him and His Word.

Jesus said:

““If you love me, keep my commands.” John 14:15 NIV

Obeying Jesus commands is hard if we do it on our own and in our strength. It is only when we depend on Jesus that we can live free. How do we do this? We come to Him knowing He loves us. We want to love Him and obey. We give ourselves fully to Him each and every day. Surrendering our thoughts, desires, and wants to His thoughts, desires, and wants that we see in His Word. He empowers us by the Holy Spirit to live Free and to love Him fully.

“We love because he first loved us.” 1 John 4:19 NIV

He loves us, we love Him. The evidence of our love for Him is our obedience to what He says.

An Undivided Heart

“Teach me your way, Lord, that I may rely on your faithfulness; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭86‬:‭11‬ ‭NIV‬‬

This word of this song have rocked my world, and the verse it quotes just so happens to be the WOW (Name of Bible Study I attend) verse of the week.
What do I desire more than anything? Or maybe I should say “who” do I desire more than anything me and my ways or God and His ways?
Do I love Him enough to obey Him no matter what? Or do I love myself enough to do whatever I please? When I gave Him my heart did I give Him all or do I reserve a part for me? Have I given Him a heart that is undivided?